Trapped.

Overload---
My mind's over worked.
And my thoughts are having trouble being processed.
I'm stressed out--
Tired,
and overwhelmed.


Don't know what to do or what to think,
Because everything I seem to do is wrong.
Can't think for myself.
Can't say what I believe.
Can't do what I want.
Can't experience life the way it should be experienced.


I'm trapped in a box.
A box I call home.
A box I call School.
A box I call Scheduals
A box I call work.
A box I call life.


Instead of finding myself,
I feel like I'm being destroyed by social pressure and anxiety.
My Parent's expectations.
My Teacher's discipline.
The Pressure of my peers.
I wish they would all go away.
Go away.
Go away.
Go away.


No matter how many times I say this,
It won't.
I know this--
Because I'm trapped.
And there's no way out.