Thoughts of Her

"I'll always be there"
She told me.
"My love will never die"
She lied.
She's still here
Not in substance,
But in thought
Wrecking & Distressing
My waking mind


The thought of her
With another guy
Makes me want to cry
I guess I was never good enough
Just a waste of her fucking time


The thought of her
The thought of I
The thought of us

And the times we had


The thought of her
and what she made me:
Which was a better guy
A better lover,
Better friend,
With better thoughts
Within his mind


The thought of her,
Cheating me,
Leaving me alone to die


The thought of her
and what she did
Makes me wonder,
and ask "But why?"